Saturday, July 24, 2010

Not Sure What To Do

Hello to all my friends that have supported, prayed, helped in some way, and been there for me and my family. It has been very hard to have to live day to day with migraines/headaches, seizures periodically, short-term memory loss, weight gain due to medicines, dizzy spells, light headed, not sleeping, and just worn out. This has taken a toll on my body and dont know what else to do. I know about praying b/c I try to do that daily but when you face something like this from time to time you just get exhausted from praying wondering why you feel your prayers are just bouncing off the wall. I need help in every way possible. I need the prayers to continue, I need help at my house due to a leaking roof and now damage to ceiling on dining room, I need help with weeds, I need help putting things in the attic, etc....It is very hard on me b/c I cant do those things anymore and it frustrates me to the max. I am used to doing these things myself and not having to ask for help. I just dont know how else to let anyone know or how to even ask. I wish there was an easier way to let this blog be known to my email buddies and facebook friends. You would only see this if you knew about it. That is frustrating too. This is a way for all to know how I am and how I am making it. Plus if I have any surgeries or any upsetting doctor appts. I can let you all know. I just wish I could this out a lot easier.
I recently had another surgery on my head. I had the metal taken out b/c it was starting to come loose and cause problems. My neurologist found a neurosurgeon for me in Knoxville, Tn. I am glad for that b/c it was getting hard to go to Atlanta for any of my appts. with my previous surgeon. He began to treat my neurologist hatefully and she said "no way". So, I am glad she saw firsthand how he was treating me in the end. My dad was a witness after having several appts. with this guy. It was unfortunate b/c he was a good surgeon...I liked him until he became mean and hateful. Just to let you know the surgery was a success praise the Lord! I am still swollen and still have a bunch of staples in my head. I have a war wound now 3x's so I am thinking of keeping my hair shaved low so I can show off this expensive thing. Well that is all for now b/c I dont know what else to say or talk about. I hope you all have a great day and that you have a chance to read this and pray about it.

God Bless,
Walter Herron

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